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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 1:30 am | |
| "Mmm, you think so? So are you baby," I said and kissed him again. "God I don't know what I would do without you." | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 3:02 am | |
| "Me either. You're mine, always. I've known it since I met you." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 3:23 am | |
| "The fact that you still want me like you used to... amazes me," I whispered, tracing slow circles on his chest. | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 3:37 am | |
| "Don't think about it, Ezra. I loved you then, and I love you now. Nothing or no one will change that." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 4:04 am | |
| I nodded and buried my face in the crook of his neck, wondering if he would still love me if he knew the full truth. "I love you too Caleb. Always," I whispered. | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 4:35 am | |
| "Hey, is something wrong?" I asked her. | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 4:39 am | |
| "No. Why would anything be wrong?" I asked and kissed him softly. "Do you want to go get breakfast and bring it back while I go check on my mom real quick?" | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 5:06 am | |
| I was about to answer her when I heard a knock at the door, I slipped my pants on and went to answer it "Morning, Mason. Whats up?" "Wanted to stop by and let you know that Asher's home. He got in last night." "It's about fucking time." I sighed with relief "Thanks, I'll let Ezra know. We'll be right over." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 5:10 am | |
| He came back in the room and I was just finishing getting dressed. "Is everything alright?" | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 5:11 am | |
| "Your step brother made it back home last night." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 5:15 am | |
| "Asher's back? That asshole, why didn't he tell anyone? Come on, I want to go see him," I said and took his hand, glad for the distraction. I'd be lucky if I made it through today in one piece. | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 4:56 pm | |
| I went into the woods a little ways until I came to the tree I had picked out. I found fresh flowers, white daisies, and removed the old ones, replacing them with the new. I positioned them until I thought they were perfect, then knelt on the ground beside them. I finally let the tears come, here was the only time I let them, when I was in this spot alone. I slid my arm around my stomach, wishing I'd been able to feel our child growing inside me, more than the slight flutters I'd felt... towards the very end... wishing I knew whether we'd been having a girl or a boy... wishing our child hadn't been ripped away from me before she even drew her first breath... The choking sobs came without warning and I couldn't stop them, sobbing so hard I couldn't breathe. " Sammy..." I choked out. Samuel or Samantha, it fit for either. "God I... m-miss you," I choked out. | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 5:09 pm | |
| I had watched Ezra leave and knew something was wrong so I followed her. I stayed in the distance but her sobs were breaking my heart "Ezra?" | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 5:11 pm | |
| I heard Caleb and gasped. Not now, dear god not now. I did my best to compose myself and wiped my tears but knew I still had to look like shit. "Yeah?" I called out, my voice hoarse from the sobbing. | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 10:55 pm | |
| "Whats going on? And don't tell me nothing, you're keeping something from me." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 10:58 pm | |
| I looked down at the flowers at the base of the tree, my hand still on my stomach. There was no way not to talk about it. "You're right. I have," I whispered. "For six months." | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 11:12 pm | |
| "What is it, Ezra? Please tell me." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 11:27 pm | |
| I didn't know how else to say it, couldn't even let him down easy. "When they held me in the cell... when they held me in that cell I was pregnant," I whispered, fresh tears sliding down my cheeks. " Was Caleb. Until they were done." | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 11:38 pm | |
| I swore and went to her, picking her up from the ground and holding her in my arms "I'm sorry, baby. So sorry. Why didn't you say anything?" | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 11:44 pm | |
| "I... didn't... know... how," I sobbed against his shoulder. "I'm so sorry... I lost our baby and... and I'm sorry... I didn't... tell you..." | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 11:53 pm | |
| "It isn't your fault, they took our baby. You didn't lose it, it was taken from you. Come on, let's get you home." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Sun Mar 10, 2013 11:57 pm | |
| "Not yet... I don't want to go yet... Will you stay here with me?" He nodded and pulled me into his lap and I curled up against him. "I did this back in the districts too... no one knew," I whispered trailing my fingers over the flowers. "I just... need to get away alone sometimes... Make sure he or she knows... I've never forgotten them... I didn't know... what we were having... so I... I named the baby Sam. Samuel or Samantha you know," I whispered. | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Mon Mar 11, 2013 1:04 am | |
| I nodded "I like it, that's a good name." I said watching her "You can move this closer to home if you would like. I can...make you one for home too." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Mon Mar 11, 2013 1:12 am | |
| "I would... love that," I whispered and looked up at him. "You're not mad at me? That I... kept it from you all this time?" | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Caleb & Ezra Tue Mar 12, 2013 3:10 am | |
| "No, baby. I'm not mad, I understand but from now on no more secrets okay?" | |
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