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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Sat Mar 16, 2013 1:02 am | |
| "I'm still sorry, Bella." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Sat Mar 16, 2013 1:13 am | |
| "Why are you sorry Chase? You didn't do this, it isn't your fault. And besides, how does being sorry help anything?" I sighed. "I... damnit I didn't mean to snap at you." | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Sun Mar 17, 2013 2:01 pm | |
| "It's alright, I just don't know what else to say or do." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Sun Mar 17, 2013 2:14 pm | |
| "I just... I'm moody all the damn time and I keep taking it out on you and I don't mean to. I'm really sorry," I said, fighting back tears. | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Wed Mar 27, 2013 2:52 am | |
| "It's okay, really. Just no more worrying about it, alright?" | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Wed Mar 27, 2013 3:59 am | |
| "How can I not worry about it Chase? How can I not worry about... everything right now? I'm not ready to raise a baby and... I don't want one. I don't want this baby. I hate everything about being pregnant and I just want it to be over already," I said and started to cry no matter how hard I tried to fight the tears.
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Thu Mar 28, 2013 4:26 pm | |
| "I meant to stop worrying about me. I'm fine, if you aren't feeling good one day and you're snappier than usual then oh well. I can handle it, Bella." I told her "Have you considered adoption?" I asked her. | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Thu Mar 28, 2013 4:36 pm | |
| "Who would want this baby Chase? You know who got me pregnant, you know what he's done for years. The same thing he did to me and worse." | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Thu Mar 28, 2013 5:38 pm | |
| "You won't know until you ask, I'm sure they wouldn't blame the baby. It's innocent." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Thu Mar 28, 2013 5:41 pm | |
| "You sure they're not gonna blame me? And besides, who would I even ask." | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Thu Mar 28, 2013 8:56 pm | |
| "Of course they won't blame you Bella." I said "And I'm not sure, we'll just have to ask." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Thu Mar 28, 2013 9:21 pm | |
| "That'll be a pleasant conversation. "Hello everyone, who would like to keep my baby? Please take him because I don't want him"," I said and shook my head. | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Sun Mar 31, 2013 2:40 pm | |
| "I'm just trying to give you options, I feel like there isn't anything I can do for you anymore Bella." I told her "I know you hate this, but it happened and we have to deal with it. Together." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Sun Mar 31, 2013 2:53 pm | |
| "What part of this do you have to deal with exactly? You're not the one that had their dad killed. You're not the one that got raped. You're not the one that has a... a Peacekeeper's baby growing inside of you. You're not the one that can't look at themselves in the mirror. So tell me, what exactly do you have to deal with Chase? I wanted my first time to be special, I wanted my first time to... to be with you. If I ever had kids, I wanted them to be with you. He took that away from me, I can't get that back." I was almost yelling now, barely holding back the tears. | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Mon Apr 01, 2013 8:09 pm | |
| "I love you and I've been here with you everyday that you've wanted me here and I've been enduring this for a weeks now, so yeah Bella I'm fucking dealing with a lot too. It's not all you, you're angry I get that but can you please stop taking it out on me? I'm trying to help you." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Mon Apr 01, 2013 8:18 pm | |
| I couldn't hold back the tears and turned away from him. "I'm so sorry I'm so... hard for you to endure," I whispered. "Just go then if this is so hard for you," I whispered and went into the bathroom. I shut the door behind me and leaned against it, sliding down to sit on the floor. | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Mon Apr 01, 2013 8:25 pm | |
| "It wouldn't be so bad if you didn't challenge me every time I speak or try to help you Bella. I've done everything to be supportive of you, why do you keep lashing out at me?" I asked against the door. | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Mon Apr 01, 2013 8:30 pm | |
| "Quit acting like I'm supposed to be okay. Quit acting like I'm supposed to be... rational right now. You have no idea what I'm going through," I sobbed out. | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Mon Apr 01, 2013 8:43 pm | |
| "Quit treating me like shit when I'm trying to help and I'd stop asking you to be more fucking rational." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Mon Apr 01, 2013 9:00 pm | |
| "Get out Chase! Just get the fuck out of here! I don't want to talk to you anymore! Just leave me alone," I sobbed out. | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Mon Apr 01, 2013 10:20 pm | |
| I just threw my hands up and walked away, going to the living room. | |
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Guest Guest
| Subject: Re: Bella Mon Apr 01, 2013 10:48 pm | |
| I saw Chase storm out and told Thomas to go talk to him as I went inside. " Bella, honey you in here?" Pepper |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Mon Apr 01, 2013 10:50 pm | |
| "Hey, slow down, what's going on?" I got up slowly off the bathroom floor and opened the door. "I'm in here," I choked out, trying to wipe my tears but they kept coming. | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Bella Mon Apr 01, 2013 10:51 pm | |
| "She told me to get the fuck out and that's what I'm doing." | |
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Guest Guest
| Subject: Re: Bella Mon Apr 01, 2013 10:53 pm | |
| "Honey, what's going on? Come in here and sit down." Pepper |
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