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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Fri Mar 14, 2014 12:40 am | |
| I laughed and shrugged "Yep, that would be me." I kept cooking dinner as I talked to him "But seriously, Chad. First she went to the other camp and then she came all the way out here to find you. She did this all behind that other guys back. What's his name? Carlisle? Yeah, I think that's it. And I might sound like a total chick for saying this but I love you like I love Rafe. You're like a brother to me now, believe it or not." I said and looked back over at him "Bro, you've gotta start living again. You're pushing her away whether you realize it or not." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Fri Mar 14, 2014 12:43 am | |
| I didn't look at him, just took out my knife and grabbed a stone off the table and started sharpening it. I didn't say anything for a minute, trying to sort out my thoughts. "I've lost every girl I've ever been with Owen. Why would I risk it again? If I did try to see where things go... I'd just lose her too." | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Fri Mar 14, 2014 12:47 am | |
| "Didn't you tell me after you got home back that night that she had lost someone too? But you don't see that stopping her. Life is about taking risks...we can't live in this black hole we've been stuck in ever since the Games." I said and took a deep breath "I miss them too. Everyday." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Fri Mar 14, 2014 12:56 am | |
| "I don't want to take anymore risks. I'd rather live in this black hole, or whatever you want to call it, than risk losing someone again. I can't lose anyone else. That phrase or whatever, 'it's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all'? It's fucking bullshit. I wish I'd never fallen in love with her." | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Fri Mar 14, 2014 1:00 am | |
| "I know it hurts. Sometimes I still feel like I've been chewed up and spit out over and over again. I guess in a way I have. First it was the drugs...then I had to come off of them. Rafe trying to commit suicide and then the games...I really feel like shit most days. They wouldn't want this for us though." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Fri Mar 14, 2014 1:09 am | |
| "I think if they had a choice, they'd want to be alive. That's what they'd want. They wouldn't have wanted to be in the games and be killed right in fucking front of us. That's what I think," I said and threw the stone across the room, not caring when it hit the wall and rolled away. "What they would've wanted, what we want, doesn't fucking matter, never has. I've almost lost every member of my family at some point Owen. Why let anyone else in? What's the point. Why get into a relationship with someone, just so I can lose them too? Personally I don't like the feeling of getting ripped to shreds. I've felt that one time too many." | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Fri Mar 14, 2014 1:18 am | |
| "Hey, do whatever you want. But do you really want to grow old with me in this fucking rinky dink cabin?" | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Fri Mar 14, 2014 1:25 am | |
| "Not really. You're gonna meet someone and move on, and then it'll be just me. Like it should be." | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Fri Mar 14, 2014 1:28 am | |
| "Bullshit. Do you see me going out on any hot dates? I'm not going anywhere." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Fri Mar 14, 2014 1:29 am | |
| "Not yet. But you will. Don't be a hypocrite now. You can't sit there and tell me to go for it with this girl when you only leave the cabin to hunt." | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Fri Mar 14, 2014 1:35 am | |
| "Because I haven't met anyone and no one has came around looking for me now have they? It's not like I'm telling you to marry her. She's just sweet and brave too when you think about it. Would you come back to camp after getting fucked up the way she did? Don't lie, you already said you didn't feel like having your ass kicked today." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Fri Mar 14, 2014 1:37 am | |
| "Maybe you're right, but still doesn't change anything." | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Fri Mar 14, 2014 1:38 am | |
| "We sound like a married couple. By the way honey, dinner is done." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Fri Mar 14, 2014 1:39 am | |
| "Thanks. And call me honey again, I'll throw the rock at you next time." | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Fri Mar 14, 2014 1:50 am | |
| "Ah, I've had worse. We gonna eat or what?" | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Fri Mar 14, 2014 1:54 am | |
| I shrugged. "You go ahead. I'm not really hungry. I'll be back in a bit okay," I said and got up, walking outside and shutting the door behind me. I didn't pay attention to where I was going as my feet carried me to camp. | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Thu Jun 05, 2014 7:49 pm | |
| It was getting late but I went to Chad and Owen's cabin anyway. I wanted him to know about Rhett and Declan just incase they decided to pay him a surprise visit. I took special care to make sure no one was following me this time and once I reached their cabin I thought about bolting. I didn't want to be a bother. I sighed and took a breath, reluctantly knocking on the door. | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Thu Jun 05, 2014 7:51 pm | |
| I heard the knock and got up to answer the door. "Hey," I said, smiling at her. "What's up? Come on in." | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Thu Jun 05, 2014 8:01 pm | |
| I stepped inside as he shut the door "I'm sorry to come by so late but I wanted to talk to you about something." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Thu Jun 05, 2014 9:08 pm | |
| "You're fine, you're not bugging me or anything. What do you want to talk about?" | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Thu Jun 05, 2014 9:12 pm | |
| "The day I came out here to thank you for what you did, I was followed by a guy from my camp. The same one who approached us in the woods. I guess Carlisle appointed him to watch over me now or something. But, I wanted to let you know incase he comes lurking around. He was occupied tonight so I wasn't followed this time." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Thu Jun 05, 2014 9:36 pm | |
| "What the hell is he following you for?" I asked, feeling protective of her. | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Thu Jun 05, 2014 9:41 pm | |
| "He's been chasing me around since Trace passed away. Tonight he stopped me outside and accused me of coming out here again when I hadn't." | |
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Sarah Admin
Posts : 27796 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Thu Jun 05, 2014 9:45 pm | |
| "Chasing you how? Has he done anything else to you?" | |
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Loria Admin
Posts : 19233 Join date : 2012-06-09
| Subject: Re: Chad Simmons Thu Jun 05, 2014 10:04 pm | |
| I shook my head "No. He tried intimidating me earlier but that's it." | |
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