Joy Anna Prince

"Well good," I said with a smirk. I pulled her shirt and bra off then slid my fingers deep inside her, moving them in and out of her to get her ready for me.

I moaned as he pushed his fingers in and out of me...I could tell the difference now. Tywin wanted me but he seemed eager to just get to the point...while Ian really took his time with me. I pulled Tywin's mouth to mine and kissed him gently.

I deepened the kiss, moving my fingers harder in and out of her, her moans driving me insane. I released myself from my pants and pulled her to straddle my lap, groaning as I slid her down on me.

I gasped as he pushed himself inside of me and I started to roll my hips back and forth.

"You are so tight," I said against her lips, holding her hips and helping her move up and down on me.

"Harder." I moaned against his mouth, trying to hold tears back without him noticing. I just wanted this to be over with right now.

"As you wish love," I all but growled and picked her up, moving her to the bed and laying her down. I spread her legs wide and groaned as I thrust hard and fast in and out of her.

I clawed at his shoulders through his shirt as he drove into me, as deep as he could. I moaned loudly when my body responded to him, and my release brought his own as I felt him pour into me.

I groaned loudly, then pulled out of her and went to get a towel to clean us up. "You are always amazing you know that," I said and kissed her.

I took the towel and started to clean myself up with it "I don't feel amazing." I muttered and then hated myself for actually letting that slip.

"What do you mean?"

I shook my head "It's nothing, nevermind. I'm just...having a weird day."

I dressed then sat down beside her. "Yes it is something. Talk to me."

I pulled the covers around me "What's going to happen to me when I don't have you anymore?" I asked him softly, wiping a tear from my eye before it could roll down my cheek "I'm just your slave..."

"Hey... you are not just my slave. And you are always going to have me. You don't think I'm going to just cast you aside do you?"

"Then what am I? I'm obviously never going to be your wife when I'm not even out to replace her. Maybe I'd just like a family of my own one of these days and it's never going to happen. Lydia hates me, and your sons barely look at me. I'm a slave."

I sighed. "I don't know what you want from me Joy. I can't marry someone I'm not in love with. And I'm still in love with my late wife. It wouldn't be fair to you to marry you. I don't see you as a slave, and I'm sorry that you see yourself that way. You've never said anything about... any of this until now, and we've been together for years. What do you want?"

"I don't want anything, I'm just having a really odd day. It might be the shots or something...I don't know. I just need a shower, I think."

"Do you want me to join you? Or do you want some time alone?"

"If you don't mind, I'd like some time alone. I've bothered you enough for one day, tomorrow will be better." I hope.

"You aren't bothering me. If you need some time alone though, I'll go get some work done. Will you be joining me for dinner tonight?"

I nodded "Of course, I'll be ready. When will you come to get me?"

"I can come get you around 5. Unless you want me to get you sooner?"

"Five will be good, I'll see you then."

"Alright then. I will see you at 5." I kissed her then got up and left the room.