Bella

I laid down in bed and curled up. Ronna pulled a blanket over me and stayed with me until I fell asleep.

I went to Bella's room and opened the door, I had brought some food with me incase she was hungry "Bella?"

I woke to the sound of his voice, barely noticing there were still tears sliding down my cheeks. "Hi," I whispered as I turned to look at him.

"I brought you something to eat." I told her and sat down on the edge of the bed "I'll leave you alone to eat and rest if you want."

"I'm not... I'm not hungry," I whispered. "I... I have... I have to... to tell you... something," I whispered and bit my lip.

Alright." I said and set the food to the side "Tell me, Bella."

"Pepper... she... she gave me a..." I took a deep breath. "A test. It... it was p-positive. I'm..." I bit my lip, unable to hold back tears anymore. "I'm... I'm pr-pregnant," I whispered.

I set there a minute not saying anything "By him?" I asked and she slowly nodded, tears flowing. I went to her and pulled her into my arms "I'm still here Bella, I still care about you. Does Asher know?"

"I... I don't know. I... I'm not... I'm not r-ready for... for this... I don't... I don't want a... a b-baby, I don't w-want to be pr-pregnant," I sobbed out in a whisper.

"We'll figure something out, you have options. You can always put it up for adoption."

"And who would take it? A... a p-peacekeeper's b-baby... that I'm... I'm only pr-pregnant with b-because he..." I took a deep breath, more tears falling. "I don't want this Chase. I don't want this. Why did this happen to me? What... what did I do that was... that was so wrong? I just... I just wanted... to get Ezra some fl-flowers... cause she was coming home."

"I know, it's unfair and I don't know why it happened. I wish I did, I wish I could give you answers."

"Just... tell me why... you still want to be with me," I whispered.

"Because none of this is your fault."

"I promised myself... to you... when I was ready. I can't... I can't give you that now. He took that... away from me. And now... I'm carrying... his baby and... how could you still want me?"

"I'm still waiting until you're ready, and I can't blame you or in innocent baby for that son of a bitch did. I love you Bella, I'll always want you."

I looked up at him in surprise. "You... you love me? Really?" I whispered.

"Yes. Really. These last few weeks...they've really shown me how much I care about you."

"I... I'm glad you do. I just... I feel so alone right now. I mean I have Ronna, and Asher, but... I just really feel alone. I want my daddy," I whispered.

"I know, I'm so sorry he's gone. You have so many people here who care about though."

"I know," I whispered and laid my head on his chest, letting the tears slip down my cheeks again. "I know Chase. Thank you for being here for me."

"I'll always be here for you, Bella."

I nodded a little and moved my hand up to wipe my tears. "Okay. Thank you," I whispered. "I'm... I'm kinda hungry. I don't... know if I want to be around people though."

"I brought some food with me incase you felt like eating."