Camilla Santiago

"That's not fair. Look, i wanna know who i am. I...i mean what if it was the other way, wouldnt you want to know, you would.'

I didn't say anything for a minute. "If you go back... I can't go with you. So... maybe you're right, maybe we shouldn't live together. I mean if you're just gonna leave anyway," I said and tried to walk away when he grabbed my arm. "What?" I asked quietly and looked at him, tears stinging my eyes. I blinked them back refusing to cry in front of him. "What Percy?"

"I have never misled you, not once. I care about you but...how can i be something for you, when i am not even sure who the hell i am?"

"That might be true but... excuse me for having hope. I just... I'll just leave you be. I don't want to make this harder on you. If it even would be. You seem so intent on leaving, it doesn't matter what I do nothing will make you stay."

"I didnt say i was leaving. I said i wanna know who i am, thats all. Do you really want me not knowing who i really am, or what i may be capable of?"

"I don't care what you did in the past Percy. I know you would never hurt me. I wish you could remember, because it would make you feel better, but I know as soon as you do you're just going to go back there. Somewhere I can't follow you. You were a Peacekeeper. I was an outsider, living with my sister in the wilderness, something that's punishable by death."

"You are right, i would never hurt you, not ever." i said coming to take her hand. "I care for you. You saved me and well i...i really like you, and thats why i need to know who i am.''

"I... I understand. Can we just... can we have this time together? Until that day comes... when you remember and you leave? I would rather have a little bit of time being with you than none at all."

"Really, you rather have me, even if i leave. I dont wana hurt you, not even a bit."

"I know. I just... I would always wonder what it would be like. I want to be with you Percy, even if... even if I don't get to keep you."

Percy - "So...you....you want just whatever...i....Camilla." i said and then stared at her a moment before i pulled her flush to me and kissed her hard.

Camilla - I moaned and slid my hands up into his hair, pressing my body as close to his as I possibly could as I deepened the kiss.

Percy - God she felt good, and i pulled her back, til she was straddling my lap. "Damn, i....i have wanted to kiss you for weeks."

Camilla - "I wish you would've," I whispered and moved my hips against his a little. "You feel really good Percy," I whispered against his lips and kissed him again, moaning again as his tongue slid slowly into my mouth to mingle with mine.

I wrapped my hands deep into her hair and pressed her back against the cabin door. Her hands were running up and down my back and i groaned when she pressed against me. "Amberlynn." i whispered and both of us froze.



I stared at him for a minute then moved out of his arms, crossing my arms as I turned away from him. "Do you um... do you remember who she is?" I whispered, refusing to let my tears free and hating how my voice caught in my throat.

I looked at her and slowly shook my head, before saying, "I....i dont know. The name just....just came out. You were the only one i was thinking about though, please believe that Cami." i said taking her hands.



"Do you want to be with me Percy?" I whispered after a minute, my eyes searching his.

I sighed and ran my hands through my hair. "Yes...wrong as it sounds, i do wanna be with you. More than you know."



"It doesn't sound wrong. What's stopping you?" I whispered, even though I knew.

I kissed her again. Pulling her back to the couch with me. I went to kuss her again and my head exploded, making me grab it with both hands. "Oh fuck" i said, looking at her before all went black.

I saw images, feather, amberlynn, Ava my ex wife. There was morrisey and Elias. All flashing til i remembered being shot, and dumped. I held my head, finally letting go as the pain eased and opened my eyes, seeing Cami. "I know who i am."

"Oh thank god you're okay," I whispered and ran my fingers through his hair. I looked in his eyes and swallowed a little. "Tell me," I said softly.

"Well first, i am divorced." i said laughing when she hugged me hard.

"Well thank goodness for that. What else do you remember?" I asked, still running my fingers through his hair, my relief that he was okay almost overwhelming.

Camilla

I kissed her again. "I have a daughter, feather. Damnit, she lives, lived with me." i said and sighed. "My ex wife and her lover, shot me."

"Your wife was cheating on you? That's awful, I'm so sorry."

"Yeah, well i was no angel, believe me."

"Well still, doesn't matter. If she didn't want to be with you, she could've gotten a divorce sooner right."

I shrugged and made a face. "It's Complicated."

"So tell me about it," I said, taking his hand in my free hand, my other still running through his hair. "You can tell me anything Percy."

Camilla

I sighed, shaking my head and laughing. "I will tell you all of it, but first i....i have to go back."